April 2012
4 posts
My biggest fear used to be the white pill. I thought I’d be on it forever. I was nearly coerced into the notion that I would never be able to live without it.
The white pill is gona, but the insecurity and fear that came along with it is not gone.
I have new fears now. Will I react inappropriately to certain things? Will I laugh when I’m supposed to cry? Will I cry when I’m...
thisisntxav:
LOL
When you cross my mind, I wish it wasn’t because I wonder what would have happened.
By now, we should be talking about going to college in neighboring states.
We should be talking about how I was going to crash at your dorm for Ultra 2013.
Or how you’d crash at mine for the Super Bowl.
Or we should be talking about something completely different.
I’ll never know, because...